I love...

This is really old...but it is sweet and helps me to remember that what we had was good. :-) I love the way you kiss me on the forehead, the way you text or call me just to let me know you are thinking of me, I love that you take care of me when I'm sick, I love that we eat breakfast together every morning, I love that you love God, I love that you help me put lotion on my back, I love that you accept my past, I love that you respect my future, I love the orchid you bought me, I love that you focus on the little things that mean the most to me, I love that you listen, I love that you are not judgmental, I love that you accept me...even with all my flaws, I love that you have seen me at my worst and still think I'm beautiful

All Too Well

Oh Taylor...why do your words have to rip through me and make me feel so much?

Maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe you asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
Until I tore it all up
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.

Back before I lost the one real thing I've ever know
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well.

I can't decide if what I'm doing is the best or the worst decision of my life. I just really hope someone will love me that way again someday...when I'm ready to be loved deeply and treated well.

Hopelessly Romantic or Romantically Hopeless?

Is it really so much to ask for a love that transcends time? A love that inspires such strong emotion that people write about it in songs and movies? I just want to feel something...anything at all. Incredible sadness would be just as satisfying as incredible joy right now. I'm sick of being the one that got away. I'm sick of causing pain to the people I love. I would give anything just to love someone the way that I have been loved. I feel broken.