Love

My mother once told me that one day I would find a guy that would have all the qualities I had ever wanted in a man. I searched so many times to find this mythical man, only to have my heart broken...over and over again. Love always felt like settling to me and the guys that I gave my heart to never seemed to know how to love me back. I definitely did my fair share of heartbreaking and I'm sorry to those that I hurt, but I know that every one of you is better off where you are now. One of you has a wife and children, one is pursuing his career goals, and so many others have learned valuable lessons from our relationship. I am far from perfect...I've made so many mistakes and stepped on people to get to where I am today...I'm not proud of this. One thing that I have consistently done right is give my heart to people...even when they don't deserve it. I leap before I look and I love wholeheartedly. Who I choose to love is my own business. I know that I have made poor choices in the past, but if I've ever made a good choice...this is it. I am in love with an amazing man...a man that I deserve. No one in my history of men has ever made me feel like this...I am so blessed.